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[27 Feb 2006|04:32pm] none of you will ever understand nor get it. 3 steps

man, fuck football. [05 Feb 2006|04:26pm] fuck the superbowl. sports suck, BRO. 7 steps

[04 Feb 2006|05:35pm] why, do people find it so hard to just leave me alone? 2 steps

[12 Jan 2006|09:08pm] I need a guitarist willing to play fast past hardcore. In the vein of ... american nightmare. (suprise suprise) horrorshow. modern life is war. count me out. staygold. panic. unbroken. seven days of samsara. so if you like any of those bands. message back if you'd like to be in a band that sounds similar. aaaaaaand can write similiar material or have some material, already. also, if you know anyways that's down for this let me know as well and have them get ahold of me. anyways, that is all for now. thanks! "time doesn't slow down for those that dream." steps

[23 Dec 2005|07:48am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | "First and Ellen" by MLIW. ] 1. WHAT DID YOU DO IN 2005 THAT YOU'D NEVER DONE BEFORE? read books. 2. DID YOU KEEP YOUR NEW YEARS' RESOLUTIONS, AND WILL YOU MAKE MORE FOR NEXT YEAR? Not entirely. 3. DID ANYONE CLOSE TO YOU GIVE BIRTH? Nope. 4. DID ANYONE CLOSE TO YOU DIE? Yes, my grandfather. 6. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAVE IN 2006 THAT YOU LACKED IN 2005? my band becoming in full effect, motivation, school, and less problems. 7. WHAT DATES FROM 2005 WILL REMAIN ETCHED UPON YOUR MEMORY AND WHY? 8 months. 8. WHAT WAS YOUR BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT OF THE YEAR? getting the job at zia records. 9. WHAT WAS YOUR BIGGEST FAILURE? losing. 10. DID YOU SUFFER ILLNESS OR INJURY? I'm fucking inxVINCExble! 11. WHAT WAS THE BEST THING YOU BOUGHT? my smiths vinyl. 12. WHOSE BEHAVIOUR MERITED CELEBRATION? fuck, if I know. 13. WHOSE BEHAVIOUR MADE YOU APPALLED AND DEPRESSED? probably everyone. 14. WHERE DID MOST OF YOUR MONEY GO? Records, gas, shows, food, clothes. 15. WHAT DID YOU GET REALLY, REALLY, REALLY EXCITED ABOUT? getting back into hardcore again and yeah. damnit andrew, why, do you and I have the same fucking answer? 16. WHAT SONG WILL ALWAYS REMIND YOU OF 2005? "there is a light that never goes out" by the smiths. 17. COMPARED TO THIS TIME LAST YEAR ARE YOU: a) Happier or sadder? happier b) Thinner or fatter? thinner c) Richer or poorer? still broke 18. WHAT DO YOU WISH YOU'D DONE MORE OF? take care of business and realize certain things before something rash happened. 19. WHAT DO YOU WISH YOU'D DONE LESS OF? worry, wasting time 20. HOW WILL YOU BE SPENDING CHRISTMAS? meh. 21. DID YOU FALL IN LOVE IN 2005? Absolutely. 22. HOW MANY ONE-NIGHT STANDS? None. 23. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE TV PROGRAM? DEGRASSI! 24. DO YOU HATE ANYONE NOW THAT YOU DIDN'T HATE LAST YEAR? I hate everyone. duh. 25. WHAT WAS THE BEST BOOK YOU READ? "Perks Of Being A Wallflower" by Stephen Chbosky. 26. WHAT WAS YOUR GREATEST MUSICAL DISCOVERY? Modern Life Is War. Explosions In The Sky. Matt Pond PA. I'd probably say the smiths, but I've liked 'em for years. so I guess, that doesn't really work out, but fuckiiit. 27. WHAT DID YOU WANT AND GET? andrew, you're an asshole. 28. WHAT DID YOU WANT AND NOT GET? a wife. 29. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVOURITE FILM OF THE YEAR? old film "annie hall" new film "corpse bride". 30. WHAT DID YOU DO ON YOUR BIRTHDAY, AND HOW OLD WERE YOU? I honestly, don't remember. 31. WHAT ONE THING WOULD HAVE MADE YOUR YEAR IMMEASURABLY MORE SATISFYING? being able to slow things down a bit. 32. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONAL FASHION CONCEPT IN 2004? I wore a lot of shorts and hoodies and track jackets. 33. WHAT KEPT YOU SANE? I'm not so sure. Probably not having to attend school anymore. 34. WHICH CELEBRITY/PUBLIC FIGURE DID YOU FANCY THE MOST? ewan mccgregor. 35. WHAT POLITICAL ISSUE STIRRED YOU THE MOST? war. 36. WHO DID YOU MISS? kolby. miles. tom. everyone I don't see often. 37. WHO WAS THE BEST NEW PERSON YOU MET? beccaandrewbarbiekatiemikita. 38. TELL US A VALUABLE LIFE LESSON YOU LEARNED IN 2005: nobody wins. 39. QUOTE A SONG LYRIC THAT SUMS UP YOUR YEAR. "Is it wrong to want to walk away when every day of your life looks like today and today looks like a rotting lifeless gray? I don't know where things went wrong with me...but I feel like I’ve become a timid shadow of the person I’ve always wanted to be. And I've been thinking about my past today...thinking of all those times I was afraid...and all those times that I felt worthless and ashamed. I know, I thought I was strong. I said I would never change...but that burning house left me an empty frame...and no longer can I decay...no longer can I keep my heart locked away. Have you ever felt like you are wasting your whole life searching for something you can't find? MY LOVE - MY WAY. There's been so much talk of so many slashed up wrists...but we're much too young to be dwelling on thoughts like this. MY LOVE - MY WAY. So scrape your heart up from the bottom of the bottom of the barrel. Keep your faith in the path that's growing narrow. Kill the doubt inside your head. We overcome. We push ahead." 2 steps

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